Saturday, May 20, 2006

Wake up Call

Yes, Khang, not about Miri trip again. But I feel like I must say this. And I don't care if ppl laugh at me. Or ppl will kill me for saying this or whatever! JUDGE ME IF YOU MUST!

Ah hell, here goes!!

Guys! Gals! All my friends!

Wake up, guys, wake up! All of you!

Stop feeling depressed! Stop feeling like you can't go on. Because you know what? You can go on! You're who you are! You're humans! You have ... uhh... survival tools to your advantage! Go on get up!

Don't feel morbid. It's not good for you. Trust me. Been through that stage already. Am still going through. I know I'm a hypocrite to ask all of you to cheer up when I myself am botching that job. But hell, I'm trying. YOU ALL MUST TRY TO!

It's hard, I know. It's so bloody hard. But we all must try! Look on the other side of life. Look on the other side of the world. Appreciate what you have. Appreciate what YOU are. Come on ppl! BOOST YOUR SPIRITS!

It makes me so sad to see all of you looking so down, and looking so dejected. I'm a sucker for empathy. I know, because my brother always teases me about it. But I don't care, empathy is the core of me. Getting rid of me would mean I wouldn't care about you all!

Come on ppl. We can pull through this. It's all - all teenage angst. We can pull through it. Together. Hold on and hold tight, if we just help each other everytime one falls, we just - we just might pull through. We just might keep afloat in this sea of depression.

I myself am morbid. Need I make myself feel even more guilty because my morbidness is seemingly rubbing off on all of you? Need I make myself even more sad because I can't do anything to help you guys cheer up?

Come on, come on. Kampate. We can pull through this together. Don't feel sad. It takes more muscles to frown than to smile. KAMPATE! GET THROUGH THIS PPL! WE"D GO THROUGH TOGETHER! WE"D PULL THROUGH TOGETHER!

Yeah, I know, you might think Siaw Hui doesn't know what she's talking about. But believe me, though I don't know why you're feeling depressed, I know how it FEELS to be depressed. You feel like you're the lowest of low. You don't know where to go on from here. You feel so lost. You feel like if you could go back in time mebbe you can pick up your pieces and do it all over again, better this time.

But guys, come on, you know what? Things happen for a reason. God sets the stars in place, He aligns all our past, present and future, He sets events in place and sets them in motion. We are just in His hands. Fall back into the events, let them go on like they should. All you do now is to cheer yourself up.

Yeah it's hard. I KNOW. Am still trying to work on my own morbidness. And yes, if you feel like you want to blog out all your depression or cry it all out. Go ahead. At least we'd know that something's wrong with you. But please, after it all, please try to cheer up. It hurts to know that I cant help you ppl cheer up.

Hence this blog post.

Wake up call people! WAKE UP SMELL THE ROSES! I KNOW YOU FEEL LIKE YOUR NOSE IS STUFFED UP COZ YOU'RE JUST TOO SAD TO SMELL BEST PARTS OF LIFE BUT COME ON KAMPATE YOU HAVE TO DO IT! FOR THE SAKE OF YOURSELF IF NOT FOR ME! SMILING IS BETTER THAN BEING DOWN!

Wake up call! Wake up call! Cheerio! CHEERIO!!

Ok, now you can go ahead and call me a hypocrite in my comment box.

But at least I made an effort to get all the laughter back onto your faces. Your scoldings would be worth it. Who knows, maybe your scoldings will make you feel better.

WAKING UP PPL! DON"T FEEL DOWN ANYMORE! CHEER UP! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!

7 Comments:

Blogger Noel said...

siaw..... wth is kampate????

1:51 AM  
Blogger Vann Law said...

hahahhahah! again siaw. it's ganbatte. Get it right laaaa....even noel doesn't know what it is. the part that made me laugh was your over-enthusiasm at the end. yay. thanx for being considerate, trying to cheer us up and all. I'm just...stressed out. there're so many tests coming up, exam's around the corner AGAIN, there's the oz thing next week, and then there's the chem competition and my piano exams on 1st of august. damn. 126 is gonna be hard to achieve. Then there are deadlines..for stuff that I do.
and also..

I WANT TO DRIVE!!!!!

2:31 AM  
Blogger Noel said...

HAHAHA. blame it on my cough. cant sleep at night. too busy coughing. yeesh. bloody cough. had it for two weeks already.

me wanna drive too!! actually being driven around would be better since i tend to lose concentration easily

2:52 AM  
Blogger *~siaw hui~* said...

yeah yeah. rub it in will you! I WANNA DRIVE TOO!!! WAAAA!!!

8:39 AM  
Blogger Vann Law said...

rub what in???

5:22 AM  
Blogger Annachuu said...

=)

Gotta learn how to drive too soon >.<

11:05 PM  
Blogger *~siaw hui~* said...

be happy lo. :)

2:09 AM  

Post a Comment

<< Home