Oh no... please tell me this isn't real... please tell me this isn't happening...
Not after all the shitty happenings of the week... not after all that I've been through in this hell of a week...
Why does everything have to go so wrong now? When I'm having exams? I'm torn between pushing myself to study and worrying about stuff now...
This cannot be happening. Not again. Not again... please tell me it isn't...
I want to close my eyes and let the whole world go passing by... wake up from this nightmare... scream shout I don't care... wail scream and flunk all my exams... but I can't... it's SPM year...
This morning...
"Hey Siaw Hui... did you know... thought you should coz... "
And that was when I went, "No, not again... not again... Oh God please... "
Then everything broke within me.
Enough is enough... I've had my share of problems...
I can't take this anymore...
Not after all the shitty happenings of the week... not after all that I've been through in this hell of a week...
Why does everything have to go so wrong now? When I'm having exams? I'm torn between pushing myself to study and worrying about stuff now...
This cannot be happening. Not again. Not again... please tell me it isn't...
I want to close my eyes and let the whole world go passing by... wake up from this nightmare... scream shout I don't care... wail scream and flunk all my exams... but I can't... it's SPM year...
This morning...
"Hey Siaw Hui... did you know... thought you should coz... "
And that was when I went, "No, not again... not again... Oh God please... "
Then everything broke within me.
Enough is enough... I've had my share of problems...
I can't take this anymore...
posted by *~siaw hui~* at 11:39 PM
3 Comments:
I won't ask you what happened, but if you ever need someone to just cry to... I'm here.
It's alright to cry when things get overwhelming sometimes.
when I read the part 'not again'...pls pls don't let it be what i think it is..
yeah, i agree with anna.
i know. but well, exams are here and i can't go around bursting into tears can i?
sigh.
and what did you think not again means?
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