This is the air I breathe

Wow, allow me to just gasp in *cough astonishment cough* at the comments I have received in the last post. You know the one where I blew my anger out of my ordinary proportions.

There's just one thing I want to say:

Thanks guys. All of you who commented and all of you who told me to cheer up. I really appreciate it. Thanks to Anna for being the first one to ask me to smile. Thanks to Cas for leaving a comment asking me to cheer up and even going to extent of smsing me to find out if I was all right. Thanks to Evelyn for encouraging me by telling me that God cares for me. Thanks to Mike, my big "bro" for allowing me to give a ring everytime I'm down and having problems. Thanks to MTYP for telling me that she'll always be my true friend. Thanks to Kok Ming for asking me to cheer up and for apologizing to me about any hurt that I may have, caused by him. Thanks to Van for speaking to me and asking me to feel better. Thanks to Lionel for asking me to stop feeling depressed.

Is there anyone I missed? I don't think so. But if I had, tell me, and I'll thank you heartily. And probably throw in an ice-cream too. Hey, you know what? All of you who helped cheer me up, can come along and I'll belanja you an ice-cream. No sweat. :D Just drop by, gimme a ring, and voila! I'll buy you an ice-cream but of course, not the mega expensive Haagen Das or smth like that. :P

Seriously, I didn't even know I was angry. It was like all deep within me and then suddenly, I just felt like crying and being morbid. The post just suddenly found itself on my screen and all the hurt, betrayal and grieve just exploded into my blog. And in a fit of satisfaction, I left my blog with the hurt and desperation throbbing in my chest.

But I'm learning that in life, you'll have people who don't care about your feelings and just go against you when they like it. But like Anna said, why waste my time with them when I have true friends I can rely on and go on with?

Just went to church this morning. The worship was great and I still hear this song echoing in my head...

This is the air I breathe
This is the air I breathe
Your holy presence
Living in me

This is my daily bread
This is my daily bread
Your very Word
Spoken to me

And I...
I'm desperate for You
And I...
I'm lost without You

It symbolizes my feelings. My feelings of being desperate and being lost in this cruel world. Okay, I shall stop being morbid starting now and put on a huge smile on my face. :D But nevertheless, that song means a lot to me. It's one out of three songs I've heard that have made me cry helplessly.

So... here we are. Three more weeks before the school holidays begin... which reminds me... our Moral presentation for Merdeka day is far from being done! We've chosen the song, not yet practice it yet! AIEE!! Tania! We're so dead! Did we remember to book the Music Room for Tuesday?! Heehee...

*smacks head* I forgot, got Bio test coming up soon. :'( Sob* But anywhoz, I'm really happy today. Just learnt that on the 20th of August my church youth is gonna have a Games Night. The theme for the night of games will probably be like Battle of the Sexes I guess. Good right? If I can come up with another game, it'll probably have three teams of boys and three teams of girls. Muahahaha. Note to Agan and Samantha, if you're reading this, you two are my co-games capitanes so you had better not back out and leave me like a goldfish. Hope the girls win though!

Haha, the Games Night is gonna be like our prefect telematch. Different game stations, different games going on at any one time. Whoo hoo... Just remembered, haven't found my games station masters yet. Darn... gotta contact Agan and Samantha. We're all stinking games capitanes!

So I guess that's all for now. If you guys wanna come to my church games Night just gimme a ring. Will be delighted to invite you and give you the address to come. *grins hugely*

And by the way, Aidan, I am not interested in Maths Cambridge questions. Thank you.