Most of you won't know what I'm ranting about so don't bother...
But Mr Noel, Miss Jasmine and Miss Vanessa, you know, so... I just feel like I want to tell her this:
"I'm worried about you. I want to tell you how much I hope that you won't get hurt just like I got hurt. I won't bear it if you cried over the same thing that has made me cried. I don't want the reason I became a broken person be the same reason for making you slide into the valley where I just rose from. It's not fair. You don't deserve to be hurt just like I did. No one deserves to go through that type of hurt. But the world isn't fair and things like this happen. But I just want you to know that I'm trying my damn best to make sure it doesn't happen to you. You're my friend, you look up to me as a big sister. I want to live up to that. I don't want to let you down. Big sisters don't let little sisters down, do they? I will try my best to protect you. Can't you see that what I've been saying to you, through email, in the flesh, is all trying to make you see that what you're pursuing isn't worth it? That what you're pursuing will hurt you very badly indeed? Please see it. Please do.
Your email didn't supply me with more information. All it did was worry me a hell lot more. You deliberately ignored my advice. Just because I put in a little part going Congratulations doesn't mean that my purpose of my email was just solely to congratulate you. It was just a greeting. I wanted you to concentrate on the rest of my email. The main part, the main thing I said to tell you to stop pursuing it. But you ignored it. Did you really purposely do it? Or was it a slip of your eyes? But it couldn't be. It was so bloody long.
You're worrying me. I'm afraid that you'd get hurt. I can't bear when my friends get hurt. Because I know that this hurt is going to hurt a hell lot more than anything else you've known before. You trust me on that, because I lived through it.
I'm trying to protect you. Why can't you see that? Why can't you stop and listen to the real thing that I'm trying to put across to you without blatantly and outrightly saying so? The truth lies in the under current of my words, if you would just listen and look for it. You have to listen to what lies under my words, you just have to. I'm helping you. You have to listen to what I'm really saying and screaming silently. You just - have to. I can't say it frankly because it will hurt you too much and I don't want to be the pain bearer. But I'm trying to tell it subtly, so please listen.
I won't let you live through the pain I lived through. I just won't have it. You don't deserve to.
Listen to me, stop pursuing it!!! Just stop! Ýou'd only hurt yourself in the end..."
Sigh... caught in between much?
But Mr Noel, Miss Jasmine and Miss Vanessa, you know, so... I just feel like I want to tell her this:
"I'm worried about you. I want to tell you how much I hope that you won't get hurt just like I got hurt. I won't bear it if you cried over the same thing that has made me cried. I don't want the reason I became a broken person be the same reason for making you slide into the valley where I just rose from. It's not fair. You don't deserve to be hurt just like I did. No one deserves to go through that type of hurt. But the world isn't fair and things like this happen. But I just want you to know that I'm trying my damn best to make sure it doesn't happen to you. You're my friend, you look up to me as a big sister. I want to live up to that. I don't want to let you down. Big sisters don't let little sisters down, do they? I will try my best to protect you. Can't you see that what I've been saying to you, through email, in the flesh, is all trying to make you see that what you're pursuing isn't worth it? That what you're pursuing will hurt you very badly indeed? Please see it. Please do.
Your email didn't supply me with more information. All it did was worry me a hell lot more. You deliberately ignored my advice. Just because I put in a little part going Congratulations doesn't mean that my purpose of my email was just solely to congratulate you. It was just a greeting. I wanted you to concentrate on the rest of my email. The main part, the main thing I said to tell you to stop pursuing it. But you ignored it. Did you really purposely do it? Or was it a slip of your eyes? But it couldn't be. It was so bloody long.
You're worrying me. I'm afraid that you'd get hurt. I can't bear when my friends get hurt. Because I know that this hurt is going to hurt a hell lot more than anything else you've known before. You trust me on that, because I lived through it.
I'm trying to protect you. Why can't you see that? Why can't you stop and listen to the real thing that I'm trying to put across to you without blatantly and outrightly saying so? The truth lies in the under current of my words, if you would just listen and look for it. You have to listen to what lies under my words, you just have to. I'm helping you. You have to listen to what I'm really saying and screaming silently. You just - have to. I can't say it frankly because it will hurt you too much and I don't want to be the pain bearer. But I'm trying to tell it subtly, so please listen.
I won't let you live through the pain I lived through. I just won't have it. You don't deserve to.
Listen to me, stop pursuing it!!! Just stop! Ýou'd only hurt yourself in the end..."
Sigh... caught in between much?
posted by *~siaw hui~* at 11:05 PM
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